DEL TACO PLEASE

I could never wish to " un-know" all that I have become aware of about food, nutrition and disease. But what I now struggle with is envying people who don't know the harm standard food can do and even worse I envy that they can eat it without it affecting them like it does me. Pray for me about this- its an issue and makes it hard to go anywhere.

Yes, bad food still taste good to me. I wish for a del taco burrito, a donut, ice cream. All of it! But for me those things equal disability, pain, fatigue and rashes. Horrible itchy, flakey, uncontrollable rashes. ( which I currently have from medication+ camping food+sun) So I am on detox.

You would think since I have been eating better now for years it would get easier, but it doesn't. Actually, I shouldn't say that- it is easier and I do crave good food. But every once in a while I want bad food and I wish I could get to a place to never want the bad food EVER!

This post comes at a time of: DAY 1 all over again of NO SUGAR!! No fruit, NOTHING.  Today I had eggs with cilantro and chicken for breakfast. For lunch I had a arugula salad with chicken and for dinner I had free range ground beef with bell peppers. Today wasn't that hard but we will see how tomorrow goes.

I do this because I know sugar feeds disease. I also know I have candida. I want to be fully healthy. Plexus is helping me get there but I also need to do my part and I think the candida needs to be COMPLETELY starved if I am ever going to completely heal.
I have come so far from spending most days in bed- but I want to go farther. I want to reach the point that one day I can have that del taco burrito and it has no affect on me. I want to get to a place where I experience NO PAIN and I want to have strong muscles on my body. It's going to take time. I would love your prayers and encouragement along the way!! :) Thanks for reading!